If today is the first day of the rest of my life...
I'm off to an effed up start! Lol
I've been woken up twice this morning...once only a few minutes after eight and just now.
This second time I was told that I will probably need to replace two tires!
I don't have the money for that. *Sigh*
I am tired...I miss him---a lot.
I tried thinking of what it was that I missed, but, other than the sex and the nice text messages, I could not figure out what I miss.
It still hurts.
I feel sad, rejected and lonely.
I tried to cry last night but I was too tired.
Do I really want to cry?
What lesson can I learn from this experience?
I want to ask what happened...what went wrong, but, he's going to try and act like I'm overreacting and I can't deal with that right now.
I just want to scream and cry....
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