I have met someone that I really get along well with. He has the goal of finding someone to marry...at least, that's what he says. I'm not sure what it is I'm trying to do. He's 38, I'm 24. I don't believe that relationships with such significant age gaps can work out successfully, but I feel it would be foolish to pass up getting to know him considering the incredible chemistry that we have.
I was instantly attracted to him the moment that I laid eyes on him. Granted, I wouldn't have approached him, that's something that I just don't do, I made eye contact several times to let him know that I was intrigued.
The first time that he kissed me was incredibly erotic. His mouth tasted of a warm, Thai candy that reminded me of something sweet and sensual. I wanted the kiss to last forever. It was then that I think I decided that perhaps I'd consider breaking my age rule, at least just once. Each time that I see him, I am sucked in a little more. I wonder how much of it is all contrived on his part. All I do know is that being held by him feels natural...and right and kissing him even more so. While I don't feel that I'm a very naive woman, I feel that my age and lack of at least equal experience to him, puts me at a disadvantage. The fact that I'm even thinking these thoughts indicates a deficiency in maturity! Lol
He's got the cutest dimples...and his eyes. His eyes are so expressive...he's simply fascinating. I certainly hope that I will not fall in love with this man. For all that he says he wants, I suspect all men of wanting sex and very little else. I am jaded, I know. I just don't want to be in a similar situation to the one that I was in before with my previous love.
Oh well. I cannot figure it all out tonight.....
Monday, July 25, 2005
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