Thursday, June 28, 2007

Hope comes and fades

The situation is hopeless, by my estimation.

With that thought in mind, I have began to entertain getting involved with Ron again.

The trouble with that decision is obvious: he hurt me twice before and is highly likely to do so a third time were I to allow him back into my life.

I feel restless like I need to do or say something.

Yet, something else holds me back from pushing the subject. I do not want to be made to feel as if I am overreacting.

There is another part of me that realizes that perhaps I am overreacting, yet, at the same time, I know what my heart and my gut are saying.

I've been trampled on enough times to recognize this feeling....

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